Time: 1843

Venue: My space "0"

Mood: Blank

Song listening: M2M - The Day You Went Away

    Hmm... you should have arrived. I am really wondering how you feel now. Even if your face is smiling, is your heart really smiling too? I don't believe that I am just an ordinary friend. You have your reasons. I understand. However, I hope you are not deceiving yourself. Or else, I WILL BE THE ONE BEING DECEIVED AND PLAYED AROUND ALL THE WAY. I am scared. The future is gloomy. The answer on august 31 will be the same? Is it just a matter of time? Since you choose this way now, will you choose it again next time? True? Am I comforting myself by reducing my expectations to the lowest? Well, who can answer all my idiotic questions?!

    You are evil. hehe... You have someone's embrace over there, and you told me not to have any more drama. What's my reason to persist? Why am I still holding on? hehe... You are such a devil, giving me such an unfair bet. Perhaps, the 6-day memory is too ideal, and dramatic people likes to create endless drama. I am lost again... An episode of my life? Or a beginning of a fairy tale? Am I getting too serious? This is me. I tried so hard to change, but yet, things tend to happen in the same way. The five-year period seems to be nothing now. Maybe after fifty years, I am still the same. HAHA! Stupid me! And... silly you...

    I am feeling so sick now. Not only physically, but also mentally. Are you in the same situation as me? hehe... Perhaps yes! Because, we are one person... selalu...

The Day You Went Away - M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming about you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy
Call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey! So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
Well hey! So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do!
Well hey! So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away